Ah... I'm currently in cho dai-trouble... Got several not so good news... First from PTPTN, saying that my loan has ended already (eeep >.<)... but I still have a couple of semesters until I graduate... Dou shi yo TT__TT... Then TMnet called, reminding me of my unpaid internet account... Fortunately mum offered to pay it on my behalf (love you, mum)... And now my friend asked me to find a source of income ASAP (I bought an mp3 player from him thinking that I'd still have my loan to pay him)... There's no way I'm canceling the purchase... The mp3 player is the only thing that kept me sane all this while TT__TT...
Okay, that aside... Suyin seems happier nowadays (like all high-school students, before they start their college/varsity life XD)... I think I won't be needed anymore... Then again, I was never needed in the first place... Who would be crazy enough to have a lousy, ugly, gay malay as a "brother" after all?... Well, I wish her all the best, and may she have enough of everything in life... As for me, I'll just see what life have in store for lil' old me ^_^... Though for the time being, all I can see is a long period of loneliness... Boyz2Men's "4 Seasons of Loneliness", anyone?...
Shinta came~~~... And gave me his old (and broken XD) graphic card... But I can't use it yet, since I need to have certain software to make the broken graphic card work well... If not, it'll be the end of me :p...
*Sigh* I have no idea what to write at the moment... Empty stomach, empty brain :p... Ma, ato tsuzusasemasu... Shitsure shimasu :3...
Monday, December 19, 2005
Monday, December 05, 2005
Ah, tsukareta...
Saturday, 031205, 2206.
Finally, I managed to start off a bit on the business paper I'm supposed to work on a long time ago... Got stuck somewhere in the middle, so I had to call Uncle Azid to get a better picture of what I'm supposed to be doing... He then suggested that I come and meet him at his office at around 5pm... I wonder if I could come back on time ~_~...
Suyin called, mentioning about an EB held at One Utama, and also Comic Fiesta... She's not too keen on going to the EB (because Suyin does not go well with "Elegant" *chuckles*)... But I managed to persuade her to go anyway... After all, there are some faces wish to see again... Including the person who casted a curse on me XD... That's you, Xiong Ie XD XD...
Have you guys heard the song "Amrita" by Yui Makino?... I kinda liked the song, since the lyrics sounded sad and sentimental... Just like me XD... Will be looking for the full lyrics soon... Maybe I'll start pasting favourite lyrics on my room wall...
I want to read Yami no Matsuei!!!... I have up to Volume 5 Chapter 5... I want to read more TT__TT *curses Viz for licensing the manga*... I want more yaoi manga... Currently short on yaoi manga... But I got a lot of yuri manga, though... *Sigh* I'm sooooo NOT normal ~_~...
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Monday, 051205, 0800.
Woke up late today... Was... ... ... Busy and occupied with something *blush*... Anyway, today marks the first day of class, and the busiest week of the semester, since students will be trying to match their schedule to their liking... One of them would be me, since I have another subject I wish to take...
Yesterday was very tiring... I went to UM for nothing... Well, partly it's my fault... I should've called before I was on my way... Oh well... At least I've left a note... My boss would call me anytime soon today...
Finally, I managed to start off a bit on the business paper I'm supposed to work on a long time ago... Got stuck somewhere in the middle, so I had to call Uncle Azid to get a better picture of what I'm supposed to be doing... He then suggested that I come and meet him at his office at around 5pm... I wonder if I could come back on time ~_~...
Suyin called, mentioning about an EB held at One Utama, and also Comic Fiesta... She's not too keen on going to the EB (because Suyin does not go well with "Elegant" *chuckles*)... But I managed to persuade her to go anyway... After all, there are some faces wish to see again... Including the person who casted a curse on me XD... That's you, Xiong Ie XD XD...
Have you guys heard the song "Amrita" by Yui Makino?... I kinda liked the song, since the lyrics sounded sad and sentimental... Just like me XD... Will be looking for the full lyrics soon... Maybe I'll start pasting favourite lyrics on my room wall...
I want to read Yami no Matsuei!!!... I have up to Volume 5 Chapter 5... I want to read more TT__TT *curses Viz for licensing the manga*... I want more yaoi manga... Currently short on yaoi manga... But I got a lot of yuri manga, though... *Sigh* I'm sooooo NOT normal ~_~...
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Monday, 051205, 0800.
Woke up late today... Was... ... ... Busy and occupied with something *blush*... Anyway, today marks the first day of class, and the busiest week of the semester, since students will be trying to match their schedule to their liking... One of them would be me, since I have another subject I wish to take...
Yesterday was very tiring... I went to UM for nothing... Well, partly it's my fault... I should've called before I was on my way... Oh well... At least I've left a note... My boss would call me anytime soon today...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
2 Days Worth of Ranting...
It's 5am in the morning, and here I am preparing a draft for my blog... Honestly, my biological clock is definitely not functioning... Oh well...
You know, right now I kinda feel tired of sleeping alone (warning: YAOI)... Eating alone (well, not all the time, since sometimes someone would offer to eat with me)... Walking alone... Waking up alone... Sure, I was alone from the beginning, and I should've gotten used to it... But it do gets into your nerves tama-tama ni...
How did some people who look even worse than me get their partners anyway?...
Melancholy aside, I've been re-re-re-re-re-watching Gundam SEED... And it makes me wonder... The idea of a world without war, and how screwed up an unjustified war is has already been around for quite some times... Yet we still get into meaningless wars... Iraq, Bosnia, Palestine, and soon Syria, Iran, and maybe Malaysia... Is war really that fun?... So exciting you just can't get enough?... Or maybe a certain President should have a taste of going out for a battle himself... What the hell was he thinking sending soldiers to wherever he wanted without thinking about the cost, both financial and non-financial?...
"If you shoot a husband, his wife will hate you. If you shoot a son, his mother will hate you. And if someone shoots you, I will definitely hate that person. Why can't you understand such simple cycle?" -Uzumi Attha-
Which brings us to the next issue... Recently, we can see a lot of terrorist activities which was claimed to be masterminded by Muslims... I can't agree with that... Sure, we Muslims had been treated unjustly a lot (and so does other people who end up being a terrorist), but majority of us are not war-lovers... Nothing can be gained from a war... When we go for a war, a country will lose a huge sum of its GDP, individuals who could've made the country better and contribute to the economy, fathers of many childs, husbands of many wives, etc... ANd even in Islam, the objective of going for a war is to defend... And we Muslims only shoot to kill when the enemy is deemed to harm in any way he can... Muslims shoot to disarm, to make the enemies lose their capacity to shoot... But not to kill...
"Kill because someone killed somebody, be killed because somebody was killed, do you really think that peace will come that way?" -Cagalli Yula Attha-
I strongly belive some of the adults who are being given the duty as decision makers (presidents, prime ministers, CEOs, etc) should watch some animes which makes sense... And stop reading American comics... And try to see things from all the possible aspects of an issue... War is just for defending ourselves when harm is definitely coming our way, weapons are made to support neutrality and maintain peace, winning a war through massacre does not make anyone happy... Sou omotta kara...
"Knowledge is power. Power is just power. With great power, comes great responsibilities. Power alone, nor will alone, will change anything at all." -Shinnoir-
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Bleh... I got sick, again... The same old sickness; sore throat, mild fever, coughing... I guess I do lack some nutrients... And a lot of exercise...
Got my exam result today, and boy, am I glad to see that I've done good enough, if not well... At least no failure, and all of the grades exceeded my expectations... Now that that's out of the way, I can calmly start my project paper... I hope TT__TT...
Anyway, have you guys ever think about this: How would it feel to kill your own best friend?... I kept asking this question time and again (to myself, of course), and I still can't picture myself doing it... Fighting against my best friend may not be a task too hard for me, but ending a best friend's life?... I doubt that I could ever do so... If he wants to end MY life, I wouldn't object, though...
So what's the relevance of this stupid question of mine?... Well, consider this: Someday we will all part ways with one another... And if, let's say, by cruel fate we were to meet again as foes, be it business rivals or, in an extreme event, as opposing members of different groups, how would you react?... If you still don't get what I'm talking about, consider Kira Yamato and Athrun Zala (GS, GSD), Natsuki and Shizuru (Mai-HiME), Sasuke and Naruto (well, Sasuke seems to be more than willing to end Naruto's life)...
I'll leave it to you guys to ponder about it... Then again, who would ever ponder on the words of a naive guy who acts like a teenager?... Although on my opinion, if everyone stubbornlt holds true to their naivities, the world would've been a better place...
You know, right now I kinda feel tired of sleeping alone (warning: YAOI)... Eating alone (well, not all the time, since sometimes someone would offer to eat with me)... Walking alone... Waking up alone... Sure, I was alone from the beginning, and I should've gotten used to it... But it do gets into your nerves tama-tama ni...
How did some people who look even worse than me get their partners anyway?...
Melancholy aside, I've been re-re-re-re-re-watching Gundam SEED... And it makes me wonder... The idea of a world without war, and how screwed up an unjustified war is has already been around for quite some times... Yet we still get into meaningless wars... Iraq, Bosnia, Palestine, and soon Syria, Iran, and maybe Malaysia... Is war really that fun?... So exciting you just can't get enough?... Or maybe a certain President should have a taste of going out for a battle himself... What the hell was he thinking sending soldiers to wherever he wanted without thinking about the cost, both financial and non-financial?...
"If you shoot a husband, his wife will hate you. If you shoot a son, his mother will hate you. And if someone shoots you, I will definitely hate that person. Why can't you understand such simple cycle?" -Uzumi Attha-
Which brings us to the next issue... Recently, we can see a lot of terrorist activities which was claimed to be masterminded by Muslims... I can't agree with that... Sure, we Muslims had been treated unjustly a lot (and so does other people who end up being a terrorist), but majority of us are not war-lovers... Nothing can be gained from a war... When we go for a war, a country will lose a huge sum of its GDP, individuals who could've made the country better and contribute to the economy, fathers of many childs, husbands of many wives, etc... ANd even in Islam, the objective of going for a war is to defend... And we Muslims only shoot to kill when the enemy is deemed to harm in any way he can... Muslims shoot to disarm, to make the enemies lose their capacity to shoot... But not to kill...
"Kill because someone killed somebody, be killed because somebody was killed, do you really think that peace will come that way?" -Cagalli Yula Attha-
I strongly belive some of the adults who are being given the duty as decision makers (presidents, prime ministers, CEOs, etc) should watch some animes which makes sense... And stop reading American comics... And try to see things from all the possible aspects of an issue... War is just for defending ourselves when harm is definitely coming our way, weapons are made to support neutrality and maintain peace, winning a war through massacre does not make anyone happy... Sou omotta kara...
"Knowledge is power. Power is just power. With great power, comes great responsibilities. Power alone, nor will alone, will change anything at all." -Shinnoir-
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Bleh... I got sick, again... The same old sickness; sore throat, mild fever, coughing... I guess I do lack some nutrients... And a lot of exercise...
Got my exam result today, and boy, am I glad to see that I've done good enough, if not well... At least no failure, and all of the grades exceeded my expectations... Now that that's out of the way, I can calmly start my project paper... I hope TT__TT...
Anyway, have you guys ever think about this: How would it feel to kill your own best friend?... I kept asking this question time and again (to myself, of course), and I still can't picture myself doing it... Fighting against my best friend may not be a task too hard for me, but ending a best friend's life?... I doubt that I could ever do so... If he wants to end MY life, I wouldn't object, though...
So what's the relevance of this stupid question of mine?... Well, consider this: Someday we will all part ways with one another... And if, let's say, by cruel fate we were to meet again as foes, be it business rivals or, in an extreme event, as opposing members of different groups, how would you react?... If you still don't get what I'm talking about, consider Kira Yamato and Athrun Zala (GS, GSD), Natsuki and Shizuru (Mai-HiME), Sasuke and Naruto (well, Sasuke seems to be more than willing to end Naruto's life)...
I'll leave it to you guys to ponder about it... Then again, who would ever ponder on the words of a naive guy who acts like a teenager?... Although on my opinion, if everyone stubbornlt holds true to their naivities, the world would've been a better place...
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Ranting after a long hiatus...
Ah... Hisashiburi da ne... I've been very lazy lately (readers: shouldn't it be " AS ALWAYS"?), that's why I haven't blogged for quite some time... For those who visited this lame excuse of a blog, thank you very much, and thousands of apologies for not updating... My life is a very dull life anyway :p...
Currently, I'm staying im my room at the college illegally (kids, don't EVER follow my footsteps), waiting for the new term to start... In the mean time, I'm working on the business paper that has been long due (and I haven't started anything yet, eep >.<) and practicing for the coming archery tournament... Nanka doki doki surun'da, hajimete dakara participating as a university representative... Wish me luck okay... And on top of that, i'm supposed to prepare my resume... Since my practical training will start off next semester... Now this is something I don't want to screw up... I don't mind losing that archery tournament, nor the L'oreal Estrat Challenge... But if I failed to please my employer, not only will I shame the university, I might also have a bleak working future T_T... Kami-sama, tasukete... ... ...
Some of you (particularly Suyin, Ihab, and some of my friends) knew that I was expecting someone to live with me (illegally, that is)... Well, it turned out to be a dream afterall... He backed-off at the last minute, saying that he's busy and all... And he hadn't contacted me AT ALL... Oh, well... I should've known better... Love is a luxury I can't afford anyway, plus Shuu-chan DID put a curse on me... Bleh... So, I'm still single ^_^... And I can concentrate on Ihab XD XD...
Have you guys read XXXHolic manga?... It's damn funny, and I kinda found that Youko is an interesting person... I wish to know someone like that... Someone persuasive and manipulative, and in Suyin's words, "freakingly powerful and evil"... I kinda like the way she toyed with Watanuki, and somehow I felt like she actually cared for Watanuki a lot... Though her personality hides that very efficiently ^_^;;... I wonder if the anime has been released... We all know the movie has, in conjunction with one of Tsubasa's episodes...
Well, I think I'll stop here for the time being... If I write any longer, then I won't have anything else to write later on ;3... Until then, ja ne... Shitsure shimasu :3 ~~~...
Currently, I'm staying im my room at the college illegally (kids, don't EVER follow my footsteps), waiting for the new term to start... In the mean time, I'm working on the business paper that has been long due (and I haven't started anything yet, eep >.<) and practicing for the coming archery tournament... Nanka doki doki surun'da, hajimete dakara participating as a university representative... Wish me luck okay... And on top of that, i'm supposed to prepare my resume... Since my practical training will start off next semester... Now this is something I don't want to screw up... I don't mind losing that archery tournament, nor the L'oreal Estrat Challenge... But if I failed to please my employer, not only will I shame the university, I might also have a bleak working future T_T... Kami-sama, tasukete... ... ...
Some of you (particularly Suyin, Ihab, and some of my friends) knew that I was expecting someone to live with me (illegally, that is)... Well, it turned out to be a dream afterall... He backed-off at the last minute, saying that he's busy and all... And he hadn't contacted me AT ALL... Oh, well... I should've known better... Love is a luxury I can't afford anyway, plus Shuu-chan DID put a curse on me... Bleh... So, I'm still single ^_^... And I can concentrate on Ihab XD XD...
Have you guys read XXXHolic manga?... It's damn funny, and I kinda found that Youko is an interesting person... I wish to know someone like that... Someone persuasive and manipulative, and in Suyin's words, "freakingly powerful and evil"... I kinda like the way she toyed with Watanuki, and somehow I felt like she actually cared for Watanuki a lot... Though her personality hides that very efficiently ^_^;;... I wonder if the anime has been released... We all know the movie has, in conjunction with one of Tsubasa's episodes...
Well, I think I'll stop here for the time being... If I write any longer, then I won't have anything else to write later on ;3... Until then, ja ne... Shitsure shimasu :3 ~~~...
Friday, October 07, 2005
Any computer geeks around here?...
Argh... My computer meragam lagi... Dangnabit >.<... Now I can't log into the computer other than via safe mode... And whe I'm lucky enough to log in using the normal mode, the comp will definitely freeze after 2-3 hours... What the f**king hell is wrong with my God-damned computer!!~~... Can anyone offer me some useful advises on how to solve this problem?...
That irritating point aside, I'm currently addicted to "Shining Star" by Tamaki Nami (she's the singer for several Gundam Seed Destiny' s theme)... The video clip was nice, and the song certainly remind me of someone who's currently studying at UK... Actually almost ALL of her songs are nice, and she dance better than Britney and J-Lo put together... Then again, my view might be biased, since I'm a sucker for Japanese artists XD...
It's the third day of Ramadhan today, and I've yet to see any sign of my tummy getting slimmer... The only sign I see is that my appetite is getting scarier (this morning sahur 2 round; 1st round nasi berlauk ayam goreng, some vegies, and sambal belacan, 2nd round 6 slices of bread)... I'm sure I'm going to need a personal fitness trainer very, very soon... Anyone wants to volunteer?... *Looks around* Guess not...
Haih... Exam is just 2 weeks away, and deadlines are coming fast... I hope I could meet them all in time... Well, that should conclude my post today... Ja ne~~...
That irritating point aside, I'm currently addicted to "Shining Star" by Tamaki Nami (she's the singer for several Gundam Seed Destiny' s theme)... The video clip was nice, and the song certainly remind me of someone who's currently studying at UK... Actually almost ALL of her songs are nice, and she dance better than Britney and J-Lo put together... Then again, my view might be biased, since I'm a sucker for Japanese artists XD...
It's the third day of Ramadhan today, and I've yet to see any sign of my tummy getting slimmer... The only sign I see is that my appetite is getting scarier (this morning sahur 2 round; 1st round nasi berlauk ayam goreng, some vegies, and sambal belacan, 2nd round 6 slices of bread)... I'm sure I'm going to need a personal fitness trainer very, very soon... Anyone wants to volunteer?... *Looks around* Guess not...
Haih... Exam is just 2 weeks away, and deadlines are coming fast... I hope I could meet them all in time... Well, that should conclude my post today... Ja ne~~...
Monday, October 03, 2005
A new hair have come~~~... :p...
Guess what?... I'm blogging again... Here I am, skipping my International Finance class without any care XD, and downloading tonnes of animes and video clips ^_^... I've cut my hair short, and people have been praising me through out the day... I'll post my pic in Friendster later... Tonight, perhaps?...
Sheesh, so many problems this weeks; deadlines to meet, computer to fix, yada yada yada... And still I'm taking things slowly and steadily... I must have lost some of the wires in my brain ~_~"... And there's the problem of some of the people in my MSN list not talking to me anymore... Okay, I know I sounded paranoid... Perhaps they are busy, right?... RIGHT @_@...
I just hope things will clear up soon... Ah, before i forgot, SELAMAT BERPUASA (HAPPY FASTING) to all my Muslim friends... May this year's Ramadhan brings the best of all of us ^_^...
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I sense that some people I knew (forumers) are keeping their distance from me, for reasons I don't know myself... I wonder when did what went wrong and why...
Sheesh, so many problems this weeks; deadlines to meet, computer to fix, yada yada yada... And still I'm taking things slowly and steadily... I must have lost some of the wires in my brain ~_~"... And there's the problem of some of the people in my MSN list not talking to me anymore... Okay, I know I sounded paranoid... Perhaps they are busy, right?... RIGHT @_@...
I just hope things will clear up soon... Ah, before i forgot, SELAMAT BERPUASA (HAPPY FASTING) to all my Muslim friends... May this year's Ramadhan brings the best of all of us ^_^...
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I sense that some people I knew (forumers) are keeping their distance from me, for reasons I don't know myself... I wonder when did what went wrong and why...
Monday, August 22, 2005
Hau~~~...
Bleh... I definitely lost my voice... A nice combo of sore-throat and dry cough left me with no voice and made me grew easily tired even more... Honestly, these past few days I felt most crappiest than I've ever felt the few week earlier... Ow, heck... It's nice to be sick once in a while... It's a sign that a) my body is still upgrading its immune system a.k.a anti-virus software (mine is AVG, what's yours?) XD, and b) it's a sign that God still included me in His list of favourite people <3 (not that I'm confident about it)... Besides, being sick gives you the privilege of people being nice to you... At least some of them will treat you better XD...
Ohkay, let's do some flashback on what happened in my life these few days/weeks/decades...
I've been quite active in Anicom Forum lately, due to the wonderful topics they have, the wonderful forumers hanging around there, and the fact that I'm one of the FISHERs there (acronym for FIle SHarER, note the capital letters)... Currently I've uploaded Shingetsukan Tsukihime (very nice, wanna watch it again during the long holiday :3) and Chobits... but there's this one very annoying brat who kept on acting like a saru yama no taisho of the forum... He even threaten to resign from being a FISHER and leave the forum because one of the forumer and I kept criticising over his rude gestures... Even worse, he has the tendency to act as if he's the pro of all pros... What a jerk... Ah, hell with him... If he's hungry for more of my "laser guided nukes", I'd be more than happy to shove 'em up his holes <.<... Today I'll be uploading Loveless there... Hope the yaoi lovers there will love it ^_^...
Last Friday I had a mid-term paper (Promotion Management)... Imagine having an exam when your body is not at its best condition and you are not mentally prepared... But then, how do you know that you are mentally prepared?... Oh, well... The point is, I took the paper in a condition where I can't talk, and was wheezing for air... It's sooo annoying... And I can't concentrate at all T_T... Definitely flop the paper... And there's more coming my way +_+...
Last night, I could swear I was the happiest gay person on Earth (gosh, suddenly I feel like someone or something is glaring on me from above *shivers*)... I was doing my assignment (due today) when suddenly I felt so bored and lonely *bg music: lonely~~.. I am so lonely~~..*... So I decided to misscall some people (Suyin included, but it seems that her hp was switched off)... Later got a message from Ihab *squeal*, inviting me to his brother's room for his bro's birthday feast... I expected the normal "Hi, Bye" greeting, but it turned out that he missed me a lot (maa, tabun kinosei dakedo)... Upon entering his brother's room, he insisted that I hug him (yes, we do hug a lot, but he seldom insist on it unless he really wanted to), and later starts hogging me (first hugs, then hogs)... We talked a bit (via the message function on my hp XD), and ate a lot (he did, I was still full since I've had my dinner a couple of hours in advance)... Then I asked whether he contacted Khalid (another of our friend)... His reply made me really happy ^_^ : Takde. Aku contact kau sorang je. Sangat la bestfriend, kan... Then I even got a glimps of his backside (no, not below there you ecchi people... Above the waist <.<), which gave my stomach several backflips and my heart a 100m dash... Boy, something is really wrong with me...
Later he send me back to my room, and he voiced out his regret about not being able to spend much time together with me... He then assure me that after his cousins return to Saudi, he'll make sure that we'll spend some time together... I'm sure looking forward to it...
Someone suggested an early birthday celebration to me (can't remember who... I bet the suggestor was busy as well)... I'm waiting for the cue to be sure of when and where the celebration will take place (then again, I don't think I'll be celebrating a birthday at all since no one really remembered my birthday)...
Ah, before I forget... My university is currently holding a convocation festival until 25th of August... Please, come and visit the festival if you have the time... To go to UIA, take a Putra to Terminal Putra Gombak, then take feeder bus (make sure it has UIA stated on the destination) straight to UIA... Don't worry about tudung or scarf... Just say that you're visiting a relative... We do have non-Muslims in UIA (despite the "Islamic" title the university possesses)...
Well, I guess I'll be off to bed... It's waaaay beyond my bedtime already... Ja, shitsure shimasu~~~...
Ohkay, let's do some flashback on what happened in my life these few days/weeks/decades...
I've been quite active in Anicom Forum lately, due to the wonderful topics they have, the wonderful forumers hanging around there, and the fact that I'm one of the FISHERs there (acronym for FIle SHarER, note the capital letters)... Currently I've uploaded Shingetsukan Tsukihime (very nice, wanna watch it again during the long holiday :3) and Chobits... but there's this one very annoying brat who kept on acting like a saru yama no taisho of the forum... He even threaten to resign from being a FISHER and leave the forum because one of the forumer and I kept criticising over his rude gestures... Even worse, he has the tendency to act as if he's the pro of all pros... What a jerk... Ah, hell with him... If he's hungry for more of my "laser guided nukes", I'd be more than happy to shove 'em up his holes <.<... Today I'll be uploading Loveless there... Hope the yaoi lovers there will love it ^_^...
Last Friday I had a mid-term paper (Promotion Management)... Imagine having an exam when your body is not at its best condition and you are not mentally prepared... But then, how do you know that you are mentally prepared?... Oh, well... The point is, I took the paper in a condition where I can't talk, and was wheezing for air... It's sooo annoying... And I can't concentrate at all T_T... Definitely flop the paper... And there's more coming my way +_+...
Last night, I could swear I was the happiest gay person on Earth (gosh, suddenly I feel like someone or something is glaring on me from above *shivers*)... I was doing my assignment (due today) when suddenly I felt so bored and lonely *bg music: lonely~~.. I am so lonely~~..*... So I decided to misscall some people (Suyin included, but it seems that her hp was switched off)... Later got a message from Ihab *squeal*, inviting me to his brother's room for his bro's birthday feast... I expected the normal "Hi, Bye" greeting, but it turned out that he missed me a lot (maa, tabun kinosei dakedo)... Upon entering his brother's room, he insisted that I hug him (yes, we do hug a lot, but he seldom insist on it unless he really wanted to), and later starts hogging me (first hugs, then hogs)... We talked a bit (via the message function on my hp XD), and ate a lot (he did, I was still full since I've had my dinner a couple of hours in advance)... Then I asked whether he contacted Khalid (another of our friend)... His reply made me really happy ^_^ : Takde. Aku contact kau sorang je. Sangat la bestfriend, kan... Then I even got a glimps of his backside (no, not below there you ecchi people... Above the waist <.<), which gave my stomach several backflips and my heart a 100m dash... Boy, something is really wrong with me...
Later he send me back to my room, and he voiced out his regret about not being able to spend much time together with me... He then assure me that after his cousins return to Saudi, he'll make sure that we'll spend some time together... I'm sure looking forward to it...
Someone suggested an early birthday celebration to me (can't remember who... I bet the suggestor was busy as well)... I'm waiting for the cue to be sure of when and where the celebration will take place (then again, I don't think I'll be celebrating a birthday at all since no one really remembered my birthday)...
Ah, before I forget... My university is currently holding a convocation festival until 25th of August... Please, come and visit the festival if you have the time... To go to UIA, take a Putra to Terminal Putra Gombak, then take feeder bus (make sure it has UIA stated on the destination) straight to UIA... Don't worry about tudung or scarf... Just say that you're visiting a relative... We do have non-Muslims in UIA (despite the "Islamic" title the university possesses)...
Well, I guess I'll be off to bed... It's waaaay beyond my bedtime already... Ja, shitsure shimasu~~~...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Speechless?...
Bleh... I lost my voice... My precious voice... Come to think of it, I think I'm having a fever at the moment T_T... To make matters worse, tomorrow I have an exam >.<... I hope my brain wouldn't stop functioning because of the fever ~_~... Haih, the bane of sore throat... Reminds me of Tomoyo (CCS) when Voice took her voice...
Things are quite hectic at the moment... Juggling between my assignments, work and the all-dreadfull mid-terms, it's a nightmare... Then again, I'd say nightmares are even better... Since they are not real (except if you happen to be an oracle... You have my pity)... And what am I doing to handle all these?... Busy myself uploading anime <.<... Yep, I'm one of the FISHers (FIle SHarERs) at Anime Community forum... Feel free to come and download anime there... It'll cost you a few post (the lowest number of required post I've ever came across) though...
To be honest, I don't know what to fill my blog with at the moment... Too many (or sometimes nothing) things are flying across my mind right now... Maybe I'll post something worth reading when my head is clearer...
Ja, shitsure shimasu...
Things are quite hectic at the moment... Juggling between my assignments, work and the all-dreadfull mid-terms, it's a nightmare... Then again, I'd say nightmares are even better... Since they are not real (except if you happen to be an oracle... You have my pity)... And what am I doing to handle all these?... Busy myself uploading anime <.<... Yep, I'm one of the FISHers (FIle SHarERs) at Anime Community forum... Feel free to come and download anime there... It'll cost you a few post (the lowest number of required post I've ever came across) though...
To be honest, I don't know what to fill my blog with at the moment... Too many (or sometimes nothing) things are flying across my mind right now... Maybe I'll post something worth reading when my head is clearer...
Ja, shitsure shimasu...
Speechless?...
Bleh... I lost my voice... My precious voice... Come to think of it, I think I'm having a fever at the moment T_T... To make matters worse, tomorrow I have an exam >.<... I hope my brain wouldn't stop functioning because of the fever ~_~... Haih, the bane of sore throat... Reminds me of Tomoyo (CCS) when Voice took her voice...
Things are quite hectic at the moment... Juggling between my assignments, work and the all-dreadfull mid-terms, it's a nightmare... Then again, I'd say nightmares are even better... Since they are not real (except if you happen to be an oracle... You have my pity)... And what am I doing to handle all these?... Busy myself uploading anime <.<... Yep, I'm one of the FISHers (FIle SHarERs) at Anime Community forum... Feel free to come and download anime there... It'll cost you a few post (the lowest number of required post I've ever came across) though...
To be honest, I don't know what to fill my blog with at the moment... Too many (or sometimes nothing) things are flying across my mind right now... Maybe I'll post something worth reading when my head is clearer...
Ja, shitsure shimasu...
Things are quite hectic at the moment... Juggling between my assignments, work and the all-dreadfull mid-terms, it's a nightmare... Then again, I'd say nightmares are even better... Since they are not real (except if you happen to be an oracle... You have my pity)... And what am I doing to handle all these?... Busy myself uploading anime <.<... Yep, I'm one of the FISHers (FIle SHarERs) at Anime Community forum... Feel free to come and download anime there... It'll cost you a few post (the lowest number of required post I've ever came across) though...
To be honest, I don't know what to fill my blog with at the moment... Too many (or sometimes nothing) things are flying across my mind right now... Maybe I'll post something worth reading when my head is clearer...
Ja, shitsure shimasu...
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Arggghhhhh!!!!...
Bummer... Yesterday some guys went into my room asking whether I was the person sending lewd sms-es to their nakama... One of them mentioned something about "penis"... WTF... I'd like you readers to do me a favour and bombard this number (0196921306) as many miss-calls as possible... I want his/her life to turn into hell...
That aside, I went to Mid-Valley to watch War of the Worlds... Verdict: WotW sucks... Don't even think about buying pirated DVD of the movie... Too many loopholes in the storyline... And the title should be changed into war of Tom Cruise instead of War of the Worlds... Steevy Spielly just focused on the main character, and he only showed the alien attack in America... If it's a worldwide attack, he should have at least show bits and pieces of the attack on other countries...
Bleh, I'm out of ideas at the moment... Tomorrow marks the beginning of a new semester (classes, bleh)... Ja, shitsurei shimasu...
That aside, I went to Mid-Valley to watch War of the Worlds... Verdict: WotW sucks... Don't even think about buying pirated DVD of the movie... Too many loopholes in the storyline... And the title should be changed into war of Tom Cruise instead of War of the Worlds... Steevy Spielly just focused on the main character, and he only showed the alien attack in America... If it's a worldwide attack, he should have at least show bits and pieces of the attack on other countries...
Bleh, I'm out of ideas at the moment... Tomorrow marks the beginning of a new semester (classes, bleh)... Ja, shitsurei shimasu...
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Hai, hai...
Geez... People are actually poking me to update my blog <.<... "Taku... Oh well...
I'm back~~... Aikawarazu, back before the break ends :p... Unfortunately, my room is occupied at the moment :p... So I'm "menumpang di tanah sendiri" at the moment XD... Fortunately the people occupying my room are nice people (washi no youni-rashii XD XD)... It's okay, though... Since they'll be moving to their designated rooms tomorrow...
So, what have I been doing these past few months?... Watching, downloading, and uploading animes XD... Pita Ten, Stratos 4, Gokujou Seitokai, Marimite, Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito, etc... Ah, kore wa rakuen de gozaru XD... Too bad the site I'm dloading the files from is currently down >.>...
Ne, would you consider someone who's all words and no action as your bestfriend?... I'm currently pissed off with a girl who claimed that I'm her bestest buddy, but she lies time and over to me... What kind of person would have the guts to claim that they are someone's best friend, but at the same time take their friendship for granted... I feel cheated... She better not cross my path... After she paid the money she promised, that is :p...
People I called "my sisters" are in pain... 2 of them because of love (ironic, isn't it?... Love's supposed to heal), and as for the other one, well, she's always in pain... Love is just one of them... At least one of them is willing to tell me why (at last)... *Sigh* What a bad year to have relationship... Exams, expectations, etc... Maybe I should thank God for granting Xiong's curse... At least the possibility of me hurting other people or get hurt by others because of love is relatively low...
Well, I'm out of ideas as to what I want to type... I guess that's all for now... Ja, shitsure shimasu~~~...
I'm back~~... Aikawarazu, back before the break ends :p... Unfortunately, my room is occupied at the moment :p... So I'm "menumpang di tanah sendiri" at the moment XD... Fortunately the people occupying my room are nice people (washi no youni-rashii XD XD)... It's okay, though... Since they'll be moving to their designated rooms tomorrow...
So, what have I been doing these past few months?... Watching, downloading, and uploading animes XD... Pita Ten, Stratos 4, Gokujou Seitokai, Marimite, Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito, etc... Ah, kore wa rakuen de gozaru XD... Too bad the site I'm dloading the files from is currently down >.>...
Ne, would you consider someone who's all words and no action as your bestfriend?... I'm currently pissed off with a girl who claimed that I'm her bestest buddy, but she lies time and over to me... What kind of person would have the guts to claim that they are someone's best friend, but at the same time take their friendship for granted... I feel cheated... She better not cross my path... After she paid the money she promised, that is :p...
People I called "my sisters" are in pain... 2 of them because of love (ironic, isn't it?... Love's supposed to heal), and as for the other one, well, she's always in pain... Love is just one of them... At least one of them is willing to tell me why (at last)... *Sigh* What a bad year to have relationship... Exams, expectations, etc... Maybe I should thank God for granting Xiong's curse... At least the possibility of me hurting other people or get hurt by others because of love is relatively low...
Well, I'm out of ideas as to what I want to type... I guess that's all for now... Ja, shitsure shimasu~~~...
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Your #1 Love Type: ISFP |
| The Artist In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions. For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings. Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener. However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes. Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ |
Ummu... Somewhat reflects me... Then again, never really got the chance to see it in real life... Bleh...
Your Deadly Sins |
Envy: 60% |
Gluttony: 60% |
Greed: 60% |
Lust: 40% |
Sloth: 40% |
Wrath: 40% |
Pride: 0% |
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 43% |
You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic. |
Ceh... Only 43%?... I thought mine would go over 50%... Oh well...
| Your Expression Number is 3 |
| A natural performer, your destiny lies in writing, speaking, acting, or teaching. Imaginative and unique, you have a natural creative talent in the arts. You're also a natural salesperson. You can easily sell your ideas and yourself. A total optimist, you are enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly and social - and people are taken by your charm. Your role in life is to inspire, motivate, and raise others' spirits. At times, you can seem a bit superficial. Sometimes you're a bit unfocused and too easygoing. You're best off when you don't dwell on trivial matters, especially gossip. |
Oro?...
Ah, got a message from someone... It reads, "it's so true me n x (not real name) r on a rocky path. MAN I DO HATE HIS EGO!! AAARGH."... Hmm... To the sender, this is the only advice I can offer... Keep in mind the reason you choose him... Tell him the reason... Tell him what you like about him, and what you don't like about him... Be sincere...
It seems that some of the readers didn't get why I said, "Too bad she's a girl"... And I thought my blogheader was the best clue about myself ~_~... Oh well...
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Got tagged by Michy ~_~... Yare yare... Mendokusei da na ~_~...
If you didn't already know, its a game where you can pick 5 occupations out of the list below, and then pass the tag along to 3 friends so that they could do it.
+ + + + + + +
If I could be a scientist
If I could be a farmer
If I could be a musician
If I could be a doctor
If I could be a painter
If I could be a gardener
If I could be a missionary
If I could be a chef
If I could be an architect
If I could be a linguist
If I could be a psychologist
If I could be a librarian
If I could be an athlete
If I could be a lawyer
If I could be an innkeeper
If I could be a professor
If I could be a writer
If I could be a llama-rider
If I could be a bonnie pirate
If I could be a service member
If I could be a photographer
If I could be a philanthropist
If I could be a rap artist
If I could be a child actor
If I could be a secret agent
If I could be a comedian/comedienne
If I could be a priest
If I could be a radio announcer
If I could be a phlebotomist
If I could be Paris Hilton's stylist
If I could be a movie producer
If I could be the CEO of Microsoft
If I could be an astronaut
If I could be a world famous blogger
If I could be a justice on any one court in the world
If I could be married to any current famous political figure
If I could be a dog trainer
If I could be an innkeeper
You can be sure that my inn is a men only inn... And the counter is next to the door... So that I can decide whether or not one can be granted access :p...
If I could be a scientist
I'd make Watari-san from Yami no Matsuei proud... Gender changing via nano machines XD...
If I could be a world famous bloggerI'd make sure that all my blogs have a lot of advertisements... It's all about money, baby XD...
If I could be a writer
I'd write a love story, dedicated to a certain someone I knew for almost 8-9 years... And all of you reading this blog would have to pay to read my entries, since it's all copyrighted XD...
If I could be married to any current famous political figure
Heck, I'd persuade him to make it compulsary for all children to watch anime XD...
I tag Aiko, Snow, and Starry XD...
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
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You entered: 9/16/1983
You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Virgo.
Your Life path number is 1.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445593.5.
The golden number for 1983 is 8.
The epact number for 1983 is 16.
The year 1983 was not a leap year.
As of 6/14/2005 2:38:42 AM CDT
You are 21 years old.
You are 261 months old.
You are 1,135 weeks old.
You are 7,942 days old.
You are 190,610 hours old.
You are 11,436,638 minutes old.
You are 686,198,322 seconds old.
There are 94 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles on it.
Those 22 candles produce 22 BTU's,
or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.
Your birth tree is
Lime Tree, the Doubt
Accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress and labour, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal.
Read about lifepath number 1
1
The Life Path 1 drive in this life is characterized by individualist desires, independence, and the need for personal attainment. The purpose to be fulfilled on this Life Path is that of becoming independent. This is a two part learning process; first, you must learn to stand on your own two feet and learn not to depend on others. After you are indeed free and independent, you must learn to be a leader. Many of our Generals, corporate leaders, and political leaders are men and women having the Life Path number 1. The 1 always has the potential for greatness as a leader, but they may fail as a follower. Many 1's spend most of their lives shaking off their dependent side. When this happens, there is little time left for enjoying the rewards to be gained through independence. The individual with Life Path 1 has to overcome an environment in which it is very easy to be dependent, and difficult to be independent.
A person with positive 1 traits abounds in creative inspiration, and possesses the enthusiasm and drive to accomplish a great deal. Your drive and potential for action comes directly from the enormous depth of strength you have. This is both the physical and inner varieties of strength. With this strength comes utter determination and the capability to lead. As a natural leader you have a flair for taking charge of any situation. Highly original, you may have talents as an inventor or innovator of some sort. In any work that you choose, your independent attitude can show through. You have very strong personal needs and desires, and you feel it is always necessary to follow your own convictions. You are ambitious, and either understand or must learn the need for aggressive action to promote yourself. Although you may hide the fact for social reasons, you are highly self-centered and demand to have your way in most circumstances.
When the 1 Life Path person is not fully developed and expressing the negative side of this number, the demeanor may appear very dependent rather than independent. If you are expressing this negative trait of the number 1, you are likely to be very dissatisfied with your circumstances, and long for self-sufficiency. This is defined as the weak or dependent side of the negative 1 Life Path. On the strong side of this negative curve, the 1 energy can become too self-serving, selfish and egotistical. Over-confidence and impatience mark this individual.
There are 194 days till Christmas 2005!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.
Wah... somewhat true :p...
well, i'm done with my exam... YIPPEEE~~~!!!... currently going on a downloading spree, since my friend lend me his portable harddisk XD... and planning to re-revamp my website and change it into an MP3, anime and manga request site... I see a future of mass uploading and downloading ahed of me... Fufufu >3...
My luck is a bit bad at the moment... I was supposed to receive RM250 from a friend tomorrow... But it turns out that she's facing a difficulty at the moment (car sent to workshop... sayonara, kane-sama)... So the date was postponed to 26th June... There goes my plan to go back to JB... Ryoji ni oshieru ka na?... Kono mondai... Oh well... It's not like I enjoy staying home XD... And I'm down to RM10 already... How do I survive until 26th @_@... Fortunately, oneof my senior friends came and bought 20 blank CDs... RM12 extra funds, wai~~~ wai~~~ <3... Tasukatta ~_~...
Well, that's all for now... Anyway, for those who thought that I'm Aiko's bf, drill this into your head:
AIKO IS A GIRL, GOD-DAMNIT
...
*Took a deep breath*
That's better :p...
You entered: 9/16/1983
You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Virgo.
Your Life path number is 1.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445593.5.
The golden number for 1983 is 8.
The epact number for 1983 is 16.
The year 1983 was not a leap year.
As of 6/14/2005 2:38:42 AM CDT
You are 21 years old.
You are 261 months old.
You are 1,135 weeks old.
You are 7,942 days old.
You are 190,610 hours old.
You are 11,436,638 minutes old.
You are 686,198,322 seconds old.
There are 94 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles on it.
Those 22 candles produce 22 BTU's,
or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.
Your birth tree is
Lime Tree, the Doubt
Accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress and labour, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal.
Read about lifepath number 1
1
The Life Path 1 drive in this life is characterized by individualist desires, independence, and the need for personal attainment. The purpose to be fulfilled on this Life Path is that of becoming independent. This is a two part learning process; first, you must learn to stand on your own two feet and learn not to depend on others. After you are indeed free and independent, you must learn to be a leader. Many of our Generals, corporate leaders, and political leaders are men and women having the Life Path number 1. The 1 always has the potential for greatness as a leader, but they may fail as a follower. Many 1's spend most of their lives shaking off their dependent side. When this happens, there is little time left for enjoying the rewards to be gained through independence. The individual with Life Path 1 has to overcome an environment in which it is very easy to be dependent, and difficult to be independent.
A person with positive 1 traits abounds in creative inspiration, and possesses the enthusiasm and drive to accomplish a great deal. Your drive and potential for action comes directly from the enormous depth of strength you have. This is both the physical and inner varieties of strength. With this strength comes utter determination and the capability to lead. As a natural leader you have a flair for taking charge of any situation. Highly original, you may have talents as an inventor or innovator of some sort. In any work that you choose, your independent attitude can show through. You have very strong personal needs and desires, and you feel it is always necessary to follow your own convictions. You are ambitious, and either understand or must learn the need for aggressive action to promote yourself. Although you may hide the fact for social reasons, you are highly self-centered and demand to have your way in most circumstances.
When the 1 Life Path person is not fully developed and expressing the negative side of this number, the demeanor may appear very dependent rather than independent. If you are expressing this negative trait of the number 1, you are likely to be very dissatisfied with your circumstances, and long for self-sufficiency. This is defined as the weak or dependent side of the negative 1 Life Path. On the strong side of this negative curve, the 1 energy can become too self-serving, selfish and egotistical. Over-confidence and impatience mark this individual.
There are 194 days till Christmas 2005!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.
Wah... somewhat true :p...
well, i'm done with my exam... YIPPEEE~~~!!!... currently going on a downloading spree, since my friend lend me his portable harddisk XD... and planning to re-revamp my website and change it into an MP3, anime and manga request site... I see a future of mass uploading and downloading ahed of me... Fufufu >3...
My luck is a bit bad at the moment... I was supposed to receive RM250 from a friend tomorrow... But it turns out that she's facing a difficulty at the moment (car sent to workshop... sayonara, kane-sama)... So the date was postponed to 26th June... There goes my plan to go back to JB... Ryoji ni oshieru ka na?... Kono mondai... Oh well... It's not like I enjoy staying home XD... And I'm down to RM10 already... How do I survive until 26th @_@... Fortunately, oneof my senior friends came and bought 20 blank CDs... RM12 extra funds, wai~~~ wai~~~ <3... Tasukatta ~_~...
Well, that's all for now... Anyway, for those who thought that I'm Aiko's bf, drill this into your head:
AIKO IS A GIRL, GOD-DAMNIT
...
*Took a deep breath*
That's better :p...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
uhm... is it anyone's fault that i'm alone?...
Your Birthdate: September 16 |
Your birth on the 16th day of the month gives a sense of loneliness and generally the desire to work alone. You are relatively inflexible, and insist on your being independent. You need a good deal of time to rest and to meditate. You are introspective and a little stubborn. Because of this, it may not be easy for you to maintain permanent relationships, but you probably will as you are very much into home and family. This birth day inclines to interests in the technical, the scientific, and to the religious or the unknown realm of spiritual explorations. The date gives you a tendency to seek unusual approaches and makes your style seem a little different and unique to those around you. Your intuition is aided by the day of your birth, but most of your actions are bedded in logic, responsibility, and the rational approach. You may be emotional, but have a hard time expressing these emotions. Because of this, there may be some difficulty in giving or receiving affection. |
Heh, no wonder I'm still alone...
Well, today I went to Times Square to watch the worst movie I've ever watched... No, I don't mean the movie was lame... But it is FREAKY... Freaky enough to make Jun-chi puke +_+... I'm sooo not going to visit a wax museum, EVER >.<...
After the movie, I looked at Su-chin, Jun-chi, and Aiko-ran... And I looked at myself as well... I noticed how happy they are, although I might have overlooked something in Aiko's case... Here's what my observation yields:
Suyin
She looks happy with Kil, and although she denies it, the way she and Kil acted around eachother speaks volume... I hope I won't see a second Alex in her, broken-hearted a lot of time... Although I can't see Kil doing that to her... Then again, I'm no seer... I'm just Shinnoir...
Jun Jun
She's crazy, drives you crazy, yada yada yada... But she's sweet, in a retarded way... I hope she'll get hooked up with the right guy, not some hentai yaro like Aoi or who's-that-freakingly-tall-guy *got smacked by both of the guys*... If she got into the wrong bunch, I fear that she might walk the path her sister took... I'm talking general here... It could be any aspect of the path her sister took... I won't let that happen, though ^_^...
Melinda
She's a nice girl, and too bad her family fails to see that most of the time... Sure, she got someone already, but I can smell a rocky relationship from a mile away... I hope Chris is serious with her... Although I don't think she'll be single for long if Chris is foolish enough to dump her... Too bad you're a "she" XD...
You might wonder, "why the sudden observation?"... Well, basically I'm tired of being alone... Not that I can help it... A few days back, a close girl friend of mine confessed her interest in Ihab, the person I happen to have a crush on... I was horrified, of course... Devastated... But if Ihab likes her as well, it's not like I can persuade him the other way around... As if I could ever compete with a real girl... This is reality, not a Yaoi anime...
Before that, I got a pleasant suprise (is it?)... I got a message in Friendster, from an 18-year old boy (could be younger), asking if I'd like to be his boyfriend... But I can never see myself in a relationship... So I asked him to start off as a friend first... It's better to start from something harmless, right...
I don't know... So far, I can only see a long, pitch-black road of loneliness in front of me... Maybe I'll find someone who'll walk by my side... Maybe I won't at all... I guess it doesn't matter at all...
Friday, May 27, 2005
Manga Marathon...
Wheee~~~... Been downloading Love Mode (YAOI) yesterday (even finished reading it already :p)... Liked the story very much... Makes me wish that I have a koibito like that... ... ... I wonder if there is someone baka enough to be my koibito... Ahhhh~~~... This is depressing >.<... Oh, I downloaded Yuyu Hakusho as well ^^... So far until Chapter 44... Battle Royale had to be put on hold, since the downloading server sucks big time...
Tonight I have an exam... And I'm not very sure whether I can score well, although I'm confident that I'll pass the subject one way or another (is there another way?)... I hate exams...
Ah, Alex and Miaka ish coming over~~~... Brownies and a cheeky sister (plus a certain someone from UK), what a month to look forward to <3... I wonder if Ihab is done with his exam... I have full confidence that he would not fail any paper, but then... Oh well, I guess we'll have to wait and see...
I guess that's all for now... Shitsure shimasu~~~...
Tonight I have an exam... And I'm not very sure whether I can score well, although I'm confident that I'll pass the subject one way or another (is there another way?)... I hate exams...
Ah, Alex and Miaka ish coming over~~~... Brownies and a cheeky sister (plus a certain someone from UK), what a month to look forward to <3... I wonder if Ihab is done with his exam... I have full confidence that he would not fail any paper, but then... Oh well, I guess we'll have to wait and see...
I guess that's all for now... Shitsure shimasu~~~...
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
More quizzes...
: [*] They call me:
Is...
[*] Also:
Shin, Mayang, Mat, etc...
[*] Sex:
guy (unfortunately TT__TT)...
[*] Birthday:
16-09-1983
________________RIGHT NOW_______________
[*] Feeling:
sleepy...
[*] Listening:
none...
[*] Doing:
typing and downloading battle royale manga...
[*] Talking to:
no one...
[*] Craving:
more yuri and yaoi manga and anime ~_^...
[*] Thinking of:
when will i get my money...
[*] Hating:
exams, malay movies, malay songs, brats, hot
days, parent's way of thinking...
__________________LOVE___________________
[*] Love:
some people...
[*] Love or lust?:
both...
[*] True or false:
true...
____________MISCELLANEOUS_____________
[*] Can you swim:
nope... cats don't swim, do they?...
[*] Whats your most embarrassing
moment:
when the whole field laughed at my voice...
[*] What are you scared of:
blood... and losing a precious person...
[*] Do you like tomatoes:
sort of... not tomatoe sauce, though...
[*] How many TVs in the house:
1...
[*] How many telephone in the house:
2... when i'm home la...
[*] How many rooms n bathrooms in the house:
3 rooms, 1 bathroom... it's my parent's house...
______________YOUR LOOKS______________
[*] Hair color:
black...
[*] Eye color:
dark brown...
[*] Height:
174cm...
[*] Do u wear contacts or glasses:
neither for now... might wear glasses soon...
[*] Do u have any piercings:
nope...
______________JUST LATELY_______________
[*] How are you today:
as usual, sleepy...
[*] What does your hair look like at the moment :
the usual messy...
[*] What song are u listening to right now:
none :p...
[*] Last person you met:
my friend, we're in the same computer lab...
[*] Last conversation:
a senior, about his computer... baka na yatsu...
[*] Last Dream you can remember:
don't remember, meh...
[*] What time is it :
somewhere between 2-4am...
____________MORE ABOUT YOU____________
[*] What are the last four digits of your
cell number:
2840
[*] If u were a crayon, what color would
you be:
black...
[*] What's the stupidest thing u ever did:
betraying a friend...
[*] Where do you shop the most:
low yat plaze... mostly for anime :p...
[*] How many kids do you want to have:
5, each of different sexual orientation... good for
research purpose :p...
[*] Shampoo:
rejoice rich...
[*] Do you have your own cellphone line:
prepaid is considered as own line, right?...
[*] Have you ever
broken/sprained/fractured a bone:
yes, my left hand...
[*] Who do you dream about:
a certain someone who's currently studying in uk
^^...
[*] Who do you tell your dreams to:
my best friend, my "sister", myself, my mum...
_____________HAVE YOU EVER____________
[*] Wanted to kill someone:
yes, since i'm not a saint...
[*] Broke the law:
if you consider buying pirated goods as breaking
the law, yes...
[*] Tried to kill yourself??:
question: in what way suicide is good?...
[*] Made yourself cry to get out of trouble:
nope, it's the other way around...
Is...
[*] Also:
Shin, Mayang, Mat, etc...
[*] Sex:
guy (unfortunately TT__TT)...
[*] Birthday:
16-09-1983
________________RIGHT NOW_______________
[*] Feeling:
sleepy...
[*] Listening:
none...
[*] Doing:
typing and downloading battle royale manga...
[*] Talking to:
no one...
[*] Craving:
more yuri and yaoi manga and anime ~_^...
[*] Thinking of:
when will i get my money...
[*] Hating:
exams, malay movies, malay songs, brats, hot
days, parent's way of thinking...
__________________LOVE___________________
[*] Love:
some people...
[*] Love or lust?:
both...
[*] True or false:
true...
____________MISCELLANEOUS_____________
[*] Can you swim:
nope... cats don't swim, do they?...
[*] Whats your most embarrassing
moment:
when the whole field laughed at my voice...
[*] What are you scared of:
blood... and losing a precious person...
[*] Do you like tomatoes:
sort of... not tomatoe sauce, though...
[*] How many TVs in the house:
1...
[*] How many telephone in the house:
2... when i'm home la...
[*] How many rooms n bathrooms in the house:
3 rooms, 1 bathroom... it's my parent's house...
______________YOUR LOOKS______________
[*] Hair color:
black...
[*] Eye color:
dark brown...
[*] Height:
174cm...
[*] Do u wear contacts or glasses:
neither for now... might wear glasses soon...
[*] Do u have any piercings:
nope...
______________JUST LATELY_______________
[*] How are you today:
as usual, sleepy...
[*] What does your hair look like at the moment :
the usual messy...
[*] What song are u listening to right now:
none :p...
[*] Last person you met:
my friend, we're in the same computer lab...
[*] Last conversation:
a senior, about his computer... baka na yatsu...
[*] Last Dream you can remember:
don't remember, meh...
[*] What time is it :
somewhere between 2-4am...
____________MORE ABOUT YOU____________
[*] What are the last four digits of your
cell number:
2840
[*] If u were a crayon, what color would
you be:
black...
[*] What's the stupidest thing u ever did:
betraying a friend...
[*] Where do you shop the most:
low yat plaze... mostly for anime :p...
[*] How many kids do you want to have:
5, each of different sexual orientation... good for
research purpose :p...
[*] Shampoo:
rejoice rich...
[*] Do you have your own cellphone line:
prepaid is considered as own line, right?...
[*] Have you ever
broken/sprained/fractured a bone:
yes, my left hand...
[*] Who do you dream about:
a certain someone who's currently studying in uk
^^...
[*] Who do you tell your dreams to:
my best friend, my "sister", myself, my mum...
_____________HAVE YOU EVER____________
[*] Wanted to kill someone:
yes, since i'm not a saint...
[*] Broke the law:
if you consider buying pirated goods as breaking
the law, yes...
[*] Tried to kill yourself??:
question: in what way suicide is good?...
[*] Made yourself cry to get out of trouble:
nope, it's the other way around...
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Haih... so tired one...
Okay, webt out to meet Masamune and Suyin today... Left UIA at around 11, arrive at TS around 12... Wandered around until about 12.30, and saw a familiar cute face that is Masa-rin... Being the usual shy-guy, just watched him from afar, and kept following him until he finished Para-Para-ing... Honestly, he should exchange voice with me :p... Then accompanied him to buy a shirt, since he was scantily clad (I'll leave it to your imagination :3), then spend another hour in the arcade before hitting teppanyaki, where Suyin is going to join us... The waiters there are not that friendly, I'll give you that... Then again, the food ish nice <3... Thanks Masa-rin for the lunch *_*... Ooh, forgot to mention BMJ and DMJ... Eh, which one is Jared, ah?... *Blurs*...
After lunchm, we went back to the arcade (where else?), but DMJ and BMJ had to leave... So that left me, Suyin and Masa-rin... Masa went on his usual game, so does Suyin, and went to the candy machine (am I really 22?)... Saw some chibis crowding the machine, trying to figure out how to get the candies... Being the usual chibi-loving guy, I played once, got LOTSA candies, and hand some of them to the chibis... They're sooo cute when they say, "Thank you"... I want a chibi, too +_+... Then Suyin handed me Sukisho (gonna watch it tonight... Crap, assignment not finished yet O_o)... Went home at 5.30, in the rain *_*... I got a feeling that I', going to get sick tomorrow... Heavy headache is expected early in the morning ~_~... Yare yare...
Ooh, warui kedo, katte ni... I hope you really mean it about my birthday present, Masa-rin (not like it matters if you don't)... Afterall, I can always download the manga ^_^... And Jared, I hope that someday you could teach me how to duel, and that we can talk more about what we talk at teppanyaki... It's good to argue about something productive like that ^_^...
Ahhh~~~... Back to downloading manga... Shitsure shimasu~~~...
After lunchm, we went back to the arcade (where else?), but DMJ and BMJ had to leave... So that left me, Suyin and Masa-rin... Masa went on his usual game, so does Suyin, and went to the candy machine (am I really 22?)... Saw some chibis crowding the machine, trying to figure out how to get the candies... Being the usual chibi-loving guy, I played once, got LOTSA candies, and hand some of them to the chibis... They're sooo cute when they say, "Thank you"... I want a chibi, too +_+... Then Suyin handed me Sukisho (gonna watch it tonight... Crap, assignment not finished yet O_o)... Went home at 5.30, in the rain *_*... I got a feeling that I', going to get sick tomorrow... Heavy headache is expected early in the morning ~_~... Yare yare...
Ooh, warui kedo, katte ni... I hope you really mean it about my birthday present, Masa-rin (not like it matters if you don't)... Afterall, I can always download the manga ^_^... And Jared, I hope that someday you could teach me how to duel, and that we can talk more about what we talk at teppanyaki... It's good to argue about something productive like that ^_^...
Ahhh~~~... Back to downloading manga... Shitsure shimasu~~~...
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
yurineshh...
I went to Low Yat on Saturday after going to 2 meetings with a UM lecturer... And guess what i bought: Yuri Anime... I bought Kannazuki/Kannaduki no Miko, and WOW... IT'S YURY ^O^!!!... unlike most anime where the yuri character often get the "I love you, too... but as a friend" reply, in this series the character actually got her love requited XD... It's sooooo sweet >3... Hui Leen suggested Maria-sama ga Miteru, but I haven't seen the anime available in Low Yat...
I managed to get mysel on Xiong Ie's bad side, again... Oh well... It's not the first time, and I bet it's not the last time either... If you want to know what happened, ask him... I'm not in the mood to talk about it...
Oh, any of you guys interested in investing?... My friend offered me a handphone worth less than rm1000 if I managed to get 1 person to buy her investment fund... You need to invest a minimum of RM50 monthly, though... Contact me if you are interested...
Been chatting with Masa-rin (notice the change of suffix?... I just knew that he's younger :p)... He's sooo BISHIE~~!!!... Ah, I'm in heaven XD... Can't wait to get online with him and oggle the bishiness he is XD...
Well, that's all... Shitsure shimasu~~~...
I managed to get mysel on Xiong Ie's bad side, again... Oh well... It's not the first time, and I bet it's not the last time either... If you want to know what happened, ask him... I'm not in the mood to talk about it...
Oh, any of you guys interested in investing?... My friend offered me a handphone worth less than rm1000 if I managed to get 1 person to buy her investment fund... You need to invest a minimum of RM50 monthly, though... Contact me if you are interested...
Been chatting with Masa-rin (notice the change of suffix?... I just knew that he's younger :p)... He's sooo BISHIE~~!!!... Ah, I'm in heaven XD... Can't wait to get online with him and oggle the bishiness he is XD...
Well, that's all... Shitsure shimasu~~~...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Gao~~...
Ah, isogashii isogashii *copying Dave-san's favourite phrase :p*... It has been a bit tiresome thse few days... Not to mention troublesome... The subject I'm taking is getting tougher by the nanosecond... And we are going to have our midterm exam on 27th @_@... Gao...
Neways, last night I called Suyin, asking wether she's free this weekend (which she is not +_+), and later made an appointment to meet her online tonight... Although it seems that she's going online to meet up with Masa-nii... Oh well... I'm meeting Masa-nii online, too :p... And earlier yesterday, I was damn frustrated... I was to hand some Cds to a friend, who promised to wait at a designated place before lunch... And guess what... She didn't come at all... I'm soooo not going to talk to her until the end of the semester... And I think she's in the lab where I'm typing this entry... Hmph...
Currently I'm getting high on manga ;p... Yesterday finished downloading Mahou Sensei Negima until chapter 73... Can't wait for chapter 74... And right now, I'm downloading Spiral until chapter 15... I think I'm going for a yaoi manga hunt, since my hunger for yaoi is yet to be quenched :p... I wonder what Masa-nii and Suyin will think if they read this ^^;;...
Oh, that other day, I was fooling around with Xiong Ie... He has a girlfriend now (good for him)... So I start saying that it's too bad, since I'm targetting him :p... We end up talking about whether I should try and tell Seiji that I like him *_*... I wonder if I should do that... Most importantly, I wonder how will he react O_o... But honestly, anyone, regardless of their gender, would be lucky to have Seiji as his/her partner... He's kind (i think) and cute... And kinda look innocent... I feel like pinching his cheeks X3...
Bleh... I think I end here... Shitsure shimasu~~~...
Neways, last night I called Suyin, asking wether she's free this weekend (which she is not +_+), and later made an appointment to meet her online tonight... Although it seems that she's going online to meet up with Masa-nii... Oh well... I'm meeting Masa-nii online, too :p... And earlier yesterday, I was damn frustrated... I was to hand some Cds to a friend, who promised to wait at a designated place before lunch... And guess what... She didn't come at all... I'm soooo not going to talk to her until the end of the semester... And I think she's in the lab where I'm typing this entry... Hmph...
Currently I'm getting high on manga ;p... Yesterday finished downloading Mahou Sensei Negima until chapter 73... Can't wait for chapter 74... And right now, I'm downloading Spiral until chapter 15... I think I'm going for a yaoi manga hunt, since my hunger for yaoi is yet to be quenched :p... I wonder what Masa-nii and Suyin will think if they read this ^^;;...
Oh, that other day, I was fooling around with Xiong Ie... He has a girlfriend now (good for him)... So I start saying that it's too bad, since I'm targetting him :p... We end up talking about whether I should try and tell Seiji that I like him *_*... I wonder if I should do that... Most importantly, I wonder how will he react O_o... But honestly, anyone, regardless of their gender, would be lucky to have Seiji as his/her partner... He's kind (i think) and cute... And kinda look innocent... I feel like pinching his cheeks X3...
Bleh... I think I end here... Shitsure shimasu~~~...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
more quizzes...
The Hopeful
What human aspect fits your personality? (images)
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Kazuo - Man of peace
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What would your Japanese name be? (male)
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You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures + detailed answeres]
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Unlike the wanna-be you are really interested in
their culture, knowing that anime doesn't rule
the lives of Japanese. You hang with them you
learn and speak their language. They love you
because you are an imrepssive gaijin. Good that
you don't annoy people like those stupid anime
nerds. Maybe they can learn from you.
What Kind of Japanese Are You? (with reallistic pictures, none of that anime BS hahah)
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Katana and wakizashi!
Which Japanese Weapon is Best for You?
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You are a faerie! Faeries are fairly shy, and are
usually beautiful, both in boys and girls. The
have more magic than they know what to do with,
but next to none of it is offensive magic. They
are the healers and the defenders, nothing
more.
What Mythical Japanese Creature are you?
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Ah... So boooorrrreeeedddd... Bleh...
Monday, May 09, 2005
Gah...
Some quizzes... Scribble-chan kara tsukamaita...
Fuzzy eyebrows?... ... ... IIIIYAAAAAA~~~~!!!!!...
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
 | You scored as Rock Lee. You are Rock Lee, the genius of hard work. You believe that anything can be achieved through hard work. You can’t be the best at everything, so you have decided to master one skill better than anyone. Feeling constant need to prove yourself, you tend to be competitive and a little hard for yourself.
Which Naruto ninja are you most like? created with QuizFarm.com |
Fuzzy eyebrows?... ... ... IIIIYAAAAAA~~~~!!!!!...
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Baito ga arimasu~~~~...
Nyahaha... Today, I went to UM to meet up with a lecturer who hired me for a job as a report/business proposal writer X3... Thanks to my class mate that is, since he recommended me for the job <3... And the best thing about the job is that I can do it at the comfort of my messy room XD XD... Saikyou desu!!!...
Well, iro-iro had happened these few days... I found out how BORING it can be taking the short sememster with just one subject... It's soooo boring, that death would be an easy escape... Ended playing computer games, until I don't know what else I should play... Sheesh...
I'm planning to add some more features to my website (download page, japanese class page, etc)... But with the baito I'm having right now, I might not have the time at all to update that poor kid TT__TT... What to do ah?...
Hmm... Tomorrow I'm going to ask about my salary... Hopefully I'll have it by Friday... Then can ask Suyin out on Saturday... Wanna go and buy new handset >3... Hmm... Sore dake da ne... Ja, shitsure shimasu~~...
Well, iro-iro had happened these few days... I found out how BORING it can be taking the short sememster with just one subject... It's soooo boring, that death would be an easy escape... Ended playing computer games, until I don't know what else I should play... Sheesh...
I'm planning to add some more features to my website (download page, japanese class page, etc)... But with the baito I'm having right now, I might not have the time at all to update that poor kid TT__TT... What to do ah?...
Hmm... Tomorrow I'm going to ask about my salary... Hopefully I'll have it by Friday... Then can ask Suyin out on Saturday... Wanna go and buy new handset >3... Hmm... Sore dake da ne... Ja, shitsure shimasu~~...
Thursday, April 28, 2005
More discoveries on myself...
Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
Ack... @_@...
Your Japanese Name Is... |
 |
You Will Die at Age 58 |
58 Not bad, considering your super wild lifestyle Want to live longer? Try losing a few bad habits. |
Somehow longer than I expected... Troublesome >.<...
| MUHAMMADNORISMAT | ||
|---|---|---|
| M | is for | Modern |
| U | is for | Unique |
| H | is for | Hilarious |
| A | is for | Animated |
| M | is for | Modern |
| M | is for | Magnificent |
| A | is for | Active |
| D | is for | Darling |
| N | is for | Nerdy |
| O | is for | Openhearted |
| R | is for | Radiant |
| I | is for | Industrious |
| S | is for | Saucy |
| M | is for | Mysterious |
| A | is for | Animated |
| T | is for | Timeless |
Your True Birth Month Is March |
 Moody Secretive Revengeful Trustworthy Affectionate Loves traveling Loves attention Shy and reserved Musically talented Loves home decor Not easily angered Sensitive to others Loves special things Attractive personality Loves to serve others Loves peace and serenity Observant and assess others Loves to dream and fantasize Appreciative and returns kindness Hasty decisions in choosing partners Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic |
Wah... Don't tell me I'm 6 months overscheduled!!... @_@...
You Know You're Addicted to Anime When... |
You call your dog Shinji. You perform a canon ball dive into a pool while yelling "Spirit Bomb!" Your house has an anime room. You and your friends flash peace signs and take girlish poses when you are happy. You get an anime tattoo. even though you're scared of needles. Your walls are covered in wallscrolls and posters from your favorite series. If you use the term 'Kawaii' for describing everything. You try to convince your girlfriend that 'cat ears' and 'tail' really looks good on them. You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you dont speek Japanese... You spent hours looking through your library for a copy of "The Universe of Four Gods" You have legally changed your name to that of your favorite charcter. You wear a necklace and fall down everytime someone says sit boy. You insist on having an entrance that includes spotlights, music, and raining cherry blossoms (while you hold a rose if you're a guy). Your only dream is to attend Tokyo U with a girl you haven't seen in 15 years. You play an instrument and you nick name it Inuyasha For valinetines day you buy a stuffed dog and make up your on japanese name for it If you get mad at you teacher and draw a picture of her as a anime demon cat You wtch Iron Chef constanly to pick up great recipes ( haven't done it but plan to ) You've bought a twenty dollar ring in the shaped of a dragon to show off at school. You always have your hair covering your left eye and always fliping it so you look like a anime character. You think that falling flat on your back with your legs in the air is a normal reaction to big news. You are worried because you don't have several desirable members of the opposite sex frantically trying to make you fall in love with them. You shave a cresent moon onto your cats head, dye the cat purple, then take it to school and insist it's Luna, your talking cat. You go around town trying to eat donuts and act all crazy-like, all the while saying you're Vash the Stampede. To resolve a conflict, you insist in a duel. The employees at Gamestop know you, and tell you when you walk in if they've gotten a new shipment of anime DVDs. You've gotten angry at someone and placed two fingers on your forehead shouted the word "Makanekasopo!" (specail beam cannon or light of death) and then poked them in the eye. You waste countless amounts of hair gel to get that "Goku look" You map out points in Tokyo where the Dragons of Earth might attack You believe it is possible for a person to be severly beaten in the head with a large hammer, stick, etc...and still come out alive. You have a moment of confusion whenever you go to school because there are no girls in those tiny little skirts that come with their school uniform You yell out 'Baka hanyou Inu-Yasha!' at your birthday party and everyone (except your parents) knows you're talking to your boyfriend. You tell your parents you need to stay out past curfew to save the colonies. Each time you see a stray animal, you turn your hat sideways and throw one of those plastic Pokeballs Burger King was giving out in their kids' meals yelling, "POKEBALL, GO!" You add "no da" to the end of all statements you make The majority of your CDs are Japanese or the English version of a Japanese soundtrack or the English soundtrack of an anime that just decided that it would use English in its songs. You misplace your manga and someone at school you don't even know gives it to you saying they knew it was yours. You incorporate Japanese, somehow, into every class. You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you dont speek Japanese... You use random Japanese words such as baka, kawaii, and hentai. You try to read every book from right to left You take a break from watching anime to go to your computer (nicknamed Lord Conti) to download anime (for previewing purposes only! ;) ), while visiting your favorite anime forum, while listening to Japanese webradio... You call your parents Oka-san and Otou-san You say ITADAKIMASU!! before you eat your meals You think that locket your boyfriend gave you will turn you into a magical girl You'll risk grounding to get a good new fanfic. You constantly say "w00p" after almost every sentance. You insist on chopsticks for everyday use. Your bookshelf is filled with anime boxed sets and no books You stop listening to the radio because english makes no sense to you anymore and it's your first spoken language You call yourself "otaku." All of your family portraits have been altered to the proper super large eye size. Random battles seem to erupt wherever you go. You take the time to write messages on your cigarettes, only to burn them right away. Your dreams are animated. You naru punch all the guys at school, and then wonder why they don't follow you around like keitaro follows naru. You hold your eyes really wide all day trying to make them stay big Duct tape is really funny to you and most of your threats involve taping people to walls. When you're washing dishes you yell out "SUPAH WAVE SMASHUH!" or any water attack. You run out of space on your computer because the hard drive is taken up by hundreds of anime pics, mp3s, midis, and music videos. You spend all night trying to figure out how many people you can get to go in with you on buying the complete collection of Sailor Moon episodes in Japanese. You spend your whole spring break working on an anime webpage. You expect to see a teardrop over someone's head when they get embarressed. You start to speak with an odd accent. You can watch two animes in the same room at the same time and still have the TV off. You know your favorite character's bloodtype. Knowing Sailor Moon helps you on an Astronomy test. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to anime. |
| You are 47% Virgo |
 |
Oh my... What should I do to be more Virgo-rashii?...
You Are From the Sun |
 Of all your friends, you're the shining star. You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight. You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party. Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty. Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best! |
Ara... Nanka bokurashikunai, darou?...
You Are "Tearful" |
 |
Huhuhu...
Your EQ is |
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
Is it a good thing, or a bad thing?...
You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
I think I'm going to laugh this one out...
You Are 50% Normal (Somewhat Normal) |
 While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
Again... Is this good or bad?...
You Are Best Described By... |
 Jeune Fille Vert By Tamara De Lempicka |
Your Element Is Air |
 You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! |
Sou... Ka?...
You Are Green Tea Pocky |
 Your attitude: natural and zen Peaceful yet full of life. Deep and thoughtful. You're halfway to tantric bliss! |
Gotta try it sooner or later... Maybe I'll ask Shoji to buy 'em for me XD...
You Are a Visionary Soul |
 You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul |
Well, that's all for now... I'm having my dinner at 10 again, today... As usual, the menu = MAGGIE XD...
Ja, shitsure shimasu~~....
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
If I disappear...
Ever wonder about it?... If one day you just "disappear"?... Without a trace... I've been giving a deep thought about it, and somehow I think it'll be great if God grant me the luxury to just disappear someday... One people less who bug others time and again, one people less in this crowded place called Earth, one potential whatever less in the future... Heck, the benefits are endless... Ah, I wonder if Suyin or Alex read this... Or Ihab, or Shinta... Hmm... Maybe they'll ignore it anyway... It's not like I'm in their top-list or whatever...
Now, about today... Lemme see... ... ... Class today is juat as great as today... I got to know the lecturer even more... He's someone passionate about life... I sense it when he talked about Siti Shamiza (I hope I spelled her name right), the executive who was shot at Giant the other day... He said, "No one should die the way she died"... Someone so passionate about life of others as well as himself... I wish I had that quality... I'm more passionate about other people's life (in other word, suke menyibuk), than my own...
Today, I eat alone (again), sleep after lunch (again), feel miserable (as usual) etc... Stll haven't got my salary, and my enumerators were getting anxious... Need to get a job soon... I don't want to ask money from Mom and Dad again... Or from my friends... Not that I have any... ... ... Problem is, my luck sucks everytime I really need them... At this rate, I might have to scour EVERY possible place for a job, WITHOUT actually hoping to get one... *Sigh* I guess being Ismat aka Shinnoir comes with a no-luck guarantee stamped on your head... How pathetic...
Suyin seems happy theese days... That's good... Being grouchy and moody in your exam year is never a good idea...
Out of ideas to type... Ja, shitsure shimasu...
Now, about today... Lemme see... ... ... Class today is juat as great as today... I got to know the lecturer even more... He's someone passionate about life... I sense it when he talked about Siti Shamiza (I hope I spelled her name right), the executive who was shot at Giant the other day... He said, "No one should die the way she died"... Someone so passionate about life of others as well as himself... I wish I had that quality... I'm more passionate about other people's life (in other word, suke menyibuk), than my own...
Today, I eat alone (again), sleep after lunch (again), feel miserable (as usual) etc... Stll haven't got my salary, and my enumerators were getting anxious... Need to get a job soon... I don't want to ask money from Mom and Dad again... Or from my friends... Not that I have any... ... ... Problem is, my luck sucks everytime I really need them... At this rate, I might have to scour EVERY possible place for a job, WITHOUT actually hoping to get one... *Sigh* I guess being Ismat aka Shinnoir comes with a no-luck guarantee stamped on your head... How pathetic...
Suyin seems happy theese days... That's good... Being grouchy and moody in your exam year is never a good idea...
Out of ideas to type... Ja, shitsure shimasu...
Monday, April 25, 2005
A brand new day, NYAAAA!!!!~~~~...
Today marks the new term, and the first day of class for me... Class was OK, despite the fact that the lecturer is kinda demanding... But one thing he said kept on ringing in my ears... Something about believing that we could do wonders to the world... Sure, we're all students now, but that's an investment for a greater return in the future... Sure, we could forgo our study, and be somebody earning 5k, but that's it... We forgo our chance in the employment market to make ourselves better in the future... So, Suyin, don't worry about not doing anything significant at all, OK?... We still have plenty of time... Although we never really know if we only have just enough time, right?...
Anyway, Last night I got to chat with 3 SS-Class taisetsu na mono, and 1 S-Class taisetsu na mono (you know who you are ^^)... 1 is having an exam, another can't decide what to take for her college, one can't wait to have her sushi, and another is having a bad time... I missed all of them A LOT... And the fact that I lost my HP makes it even more unbearable TTTTT_____TTTTT...
Still haven't got my salary... I hope it'll be given out by the end of this week... Else I'll have to live off my boss :p... Have less than RM10 at the moment... If any of you readers want to give out some donations (maggie, Nescafe 3 in 1, MONEY :p), you are MOST welcome XD XD...
Anyway, Last night I got to chat with 3 SS-Class taisetsu na mono, and 1 S-Class taisetsu na mono (you know who you are ^^)... 1 is having an exam, another can't decide what to take for her college, one can't wait to have her sushi, and another is having a bad time... I missed all of them A LOT... And the fact that I lost my HP makes it even more unbearable TTTTT_____TTTTT...
Still haven't got my salary... I hope it'll be given out by the end of this week... Else I'll have to live off my boss :p... Have less than RM10 at the moment... If any of you readers want to give out some donations (maggie, Nescafe 3 in 1, MONEY :p), you are MOST welcome XD XD...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Am I lucky?... Am I not?...
Bleh... Have you ever got the best news in your life as well as the worst news in your life on the same morning?... Happened to me yesterday ~_~... You see, yesterday I checked out my exam result... And it was waaaaay better than I expected...
I got:
Fiqh for Economist B+
Internet Application A-
Management Information System A-
(I was expecting a C... Maximum B-)
Malaysian Business Law A-
(Now this IS a miracle... I was expecting an F :p)
Organizational Behavior B
(Another miracle... It's impossible for a B, unless I aced the final paper)
Strategic Management B+
GPA = 3.352 CGPA = 2.739
The bad news was, I lost my handset... Yep, lost it somewhere... Yes, I tried calling the number, but nobody answered... Which means, nobody is holding it... How do I know?... Well, if they took my simcard off my phone, I will get a "The number you dialled is not active... Please try again later..." message each time I dial the number... I hope I just misplaced it somewhere... But hey, look at the bright side... Lost handphone = Got new one XD... I see another semester of dust in my purse... Bleh... Oh, Sandy... In case you are reading this, I can't make it this Saturday... Please tell that to Suyin, together with my utmost apologies... To Suyin: I missed you very much... More than my lost handset... XD...
I got:
Fiqh for Economist B+
Internet Application A-
Management Information System A-
(I was expecting a C... Maximum B-)
Malaysian Business Law A-
(Now this IS a miracle... I was expecting an F :p)
Organizational Behavior B
(Another miracle... It's impossible for a B, unless I aced the final paper)
Strategic Management B+
GPA = 3.352 CGPA = 2.739
The bad news was, I lost my handset... Yep, lost it somewhere... Yes, I tried calling the number, but nobody answered... Which means, nobody is holding it... How do I know?... Well, if they took my simcard off my phone, I will get a "The number you dialled is not active... Please try again later..." message each time I dial the number... I hope I just misplaced it somewhere... But hey, look at the bright side... Lost handphone = Got new one XD... I see another semester of dust in my purse... Bleh... Oh, Sandy... In case you are reading this, I can't make it this Saturday... Please tell that to Suyin, together with my utmost apologies... To Suyin: I missed you very much... More than my lost handset... XD...
Friday, April 15, 2005
Meme mania...
| What anime are you from? by squasar | |
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| Your name: | |
| Your gender: | |
| Your age: | |
| You are from: |  |
| Your color is: | Bright red |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| Which 2 anime guys would you catch doing... decidedly yaoi-ish things? by kumagorou | |
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| Username | |
| Favourite anime | |
| You would catch: | Yuki and Kyo (Furuba) |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| What is you True Anime Character? (Girls&Boys) by albino blackWolf | |
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| Name/Username | |
| Birthday | |
| Favorite Anime | |
| Candy or Ice Cream? | |
| What is your favorite color? | |
| Your Apperance |  |
| You want.. | Money |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| Your Yaoi Anime by eccosophi | |
|---|---|
| User Name | |
| Your Yaoi Title | Young Lust |
| Plot | You are a buisness man on a trip, who's never had a 'yaoi' experience.... |
| Tragic Twist | He kills you in a fit of rage and jealousy. |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| Who is your anime mate(for both males and females)? by AngelXXuan | |
|---|---|
| What is your name | |
| This is your male mate (take into consideration) | Gren (both sexes lucky you) |
| This is your female mate(take into consideration) | Kagome |
| This is how much the wedding will cost | $550,607,571,882 |
| This is the date the wedding will be | February 9, 2986 |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| Who will Be your Anime Bishonen Husband? by KouYami | |
|---|---|
| Username | |
| Age | |
| Husband | Monkey D. Luffy |
| When you will marry | June 1, 2020 |
| Where will you marry | In the SEED organization |
| How Many Kids | 0 |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| What Anime would you star in? by achenar | |
|---|---|
| Name | |
| Colour | |
| Sexuality | |
| Main Character | A blonde-haired, blue-eyed girl with magical special powers. |
| Plot | Save the world, sacrificing your love interest's life to do so. |
| Love Interest | An insane lunatic with guns as big as his afro. |
| Genre | Sci-Fi |
| Episodes | 544 |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| you as an anime girl (with pics) by ayane isozaki | |
|---|---|
| Name | |
| Date of Birth | |
| You |  |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| Which anime charictor is YOUR alter ego? by Tabbykit | |
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| Name or username: | |
| Age: | |
| Gender: | |
| Charictor: | Sanosuke |
| Traits: | perky and hyper |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| Which Japanese word are you? by gokumew2 | |
|---|---|
| LJ Username | |
| You are: | Akai (red) |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| What happens when you try to be Japanese? by hideto | |
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| Your Name | |
| Your Age | |
| Your Japanese Name | Usagi (Rabbit) |
| Your New Style | Ganguro Gal! AHHH! |
| Your Favourite Singer | Kana |
| You end up becoming.. | A prostitute |
| Cash flow? | $151,353,243 |
| You die.. | From an STD. |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| What happens when you try to be Japanese? by hideto | |
|---|---|
| Your Name | |
| Your Age | |
| Your Japanese Name | Kabi (Mold) |
| Your New Style | Ganguro Gal! AHHH! |
| Your Favourite Singer | Kozi |
| You end up becoming.. | A newscaster |
| Cash flow? | $221,299,199 |
| You die.. | Suicide (freezing yourself to death in a meatlocker) |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| What Legendary Japanese Monster Are You? by kumauru | |
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| User Name | |
| Element | |
| Quote | |
| You are... |  |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| What is Your Japanese Name? by ciambawildcat | |
|---|---|
| First Name: | |
| Last Name: | |
| Japanese First Name: | Jiro |
| Japanese Last Name Part One: | Furu |
| Japanese Last Name Part Two: | Kawa |
| Suffix: | Sensei |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
| Your Japanese Name and Home... by America_Mamushi | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Your Current First Name... | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Your Current Last Name... | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Your New Last Name (Remember, Last name first)... | Kojima | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| New Japanese First Name (If your male)... | Tadayuki | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| New Japanese First Name (If your female)... | Rumiko | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| And you now live in this Japanese city... | Kure in the Hiroshima prefecture | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Favorite thing about your new Japanese life? | All sushi all the time | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Your Inner Japanese Name by Shirebourn | |
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| Your Name | |
| Age | |
| Your First Name | Mitsuko |
| Your Middle Name | Etsuya |
| Your Last Name | Fuchida |
| Your Nickname | Goro |
| Quiz created with MemeGen! | |
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